Stubborn

This morning we continue with chapter six of St. John’s Gospel.  Where in the other three Gospels we are given careful accounts of the institution of the Eucharist in St. John’s Gospel we don’t; and yet it has been referred to as the most Eucharistic of the Gospels. Chapter six is an important reason for this designation and the section of Chapter six we are listening to is what is called the Bread of Life discourse; in a way you can say that Chapter six contains a theology behind the Eucharist. But today’s readings strike me for another and, sadly, more profoundly human reason.

Today we hear those around Jesus challenge Him to give proof to what He is asserting. ‘What sign can you do, that we may see and believe in you? What can you do? Our ancestors ate Mana in the desert.…[1] For me this is an astonishing challenge.  Just the day before this challenge many of these people witnessed Jesus feed 5,000 men (maybe 10,000 or more people in total) with five loaves and two fish.  His closest companions witnessed this miraculous event; they witnessed His walking on water, and the boat instantly arriving at the far shore.  And now they want proof?!

I am reminded of the closing lines of Psalm 95

Do not grow stubborn as your fathers did in the wilderness,
when at Meriba and Massah
they challenged me and provoked me,
although they had seen all of my works.
Forty years I endured that generation.
I said, “They are a people whose hearts go astray
and they do not know my ways”[2]

Sometimes I marvel at the patience of God. I know, I know, He is God; but still the stubbornness of mankind is just amazing.  Even after what they have they witnessed many will find His words too hard and walk away.

What does Christ have to do – for us to understand and believe?

Well, we know what He did for us.  We have just walked with Him up to the cross and we have celebrated His gift – the chance of salvation.  But as the first reading from the Acts of the Apostles shows us; our hardness of heart continues. ‘You stiff-necked people[3] St. Stephen tells the elders and the scribes. Their stubbornness of heart and mind will result in our First Martyr for the new Church.

However, God is patient – His message will not be stopped – His love is all powerful.  In spite of the horrific actions by the Jewish leaders; Christ’s gift always bears fruit.  On the cross we see Dismas (the good thief) come to believe; and we see a Roman centurion come to believe as well. Now we will see the blood of St. Stephen bear fruit – the young man Saul, who stood in approval of this murder, would become St. Paul, Apostle to the Gentiles.

We need to be careful not to view these well paired readings as just some historical record of the growth of the church.  These readings can be viewed as a warning call. Each of us need to be ever-vigilant about our belief; we are not immune from doubt. St. Peter in His first letter tells us ‘Be sober and vigilant. Your opponent the devil is prowling around like a roaring lion looking for [someone] to devour.[4] He is looking to plant doubts in our minds and hearts which will numb us to the words of Christ.

In the next few days how will each of us absorb these readings – will we allow the Holy Spirit to open our minds and hearts to embrace Jesus explanation of His Holy Gift of Himself; or will be entertained?  Will we hear His word and grow in love and adoration of the Eucharistic meal?  Will we allow the blood of Christ to nourish us and bear fruit? Indeed, will our hearts be opened always and everywhere to our Lord Jesus Christ?

Christ told the Father of the boy with a demon: ‘“All things are possible to him who believes.”[5]  Let’s make our own the Father’s prayerful response: ‘“I do believe; help my unbelief!”[6]

—————————————————————————

[1] Jn 6:30-31
[2] Ps 95:7b-10
[3] Acts 7:51
[4] 1 Pt 5:8
[5] Mk 9:23b
[6] Mk 9:24

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s